S-U-R-P-R-I-S-E!
I was supposed to meet up with you until, you told me you gotta accompany dragon girl. So, upon reading that text, i left toa payoh earlier.
Unknown to me, you were there at 10pm or so (if i am not wrong).
So, i waited for you at a midpoint.
Meanwhile, i thought you would tell me the truth right away, but, you didn’t.
Unbearably, i told you the truth and as you know, truth hurts.
(The circumstance was kind of weird and cold)
We parted, and i began feeling unusual. It’s like my mind is whirling. I frowned.
D:
I know that you didn’t feel good when i said about trust. But, i felt the same way you did when you sort of listened to W and go along with the flow. I thought being honest with me is the best policy. Okay, i might be too sensitive to think that the surprise is a lie in disguise. (yes, i am that annoying.) i wouldn’t mind if the surprise is really one.
I know i am in the wrong to resort to interact with dragon girl, but i just want to know the truth. (yes, i am selfish. I didn’t take into account that you may/will dislike this idea. )
I never felt this miserable when we quarrel, i thought time would cease everything. Maybe, i am utterly wrong.
I want everything to be really simple and nice, can? ):
♥
I felt really hurt and I don’t know why. You make me realize the huge difference that I had with you. You make me realize that we are not as close as before. You make me realize that I am being foolish. You make me realize I have been thinking on my own. You make me realize we aren’t getting along well. You make me realize that I am insignificant.
I hope I can really tell you how I feel. I hope I can really have heart to heart talk with you. I hope I am not wasting my efforts. I hope you will stand by me. I hope you will mark your words. I hope we will have things in common. I hope I am of some value.
I felt really brokenhearted when your anger was targeted at me.
Was a simple care too much?
